UnT_43 - where are you?

How to get back my smile?
How to make it pure from the deep, not just a formality?

Why I change this much?
Nobody there can bring me back to whom I am?
Nobody there can tell how great I am at that time?

 How to cleanse all dirt in my present?

I miss you, my old self. You are full of amazing and great things people never expected!
You are out of what people able to imagine!

Where'd that magics gone?