UnT_1

for some reason, i can't talk to you...
that things is in here, the deepest place of my heart...
in there, i can't go there anymore, also i don't want to go there anymore :)
enough...that's for the last i hope..haha...

it's just about time..
it's just about temporarily..
it won't be forever, and i'm tired too..
actually, i need! i REALLY need... a R.E.S.T...
a rest from all of these things..
i'm really tired of it...

hurt and to be hurt...
sometimes it's just about that one.
and people just talk about fakes everywhere,
everything they're talk about...
and i hate it!
they say 'fine' where there's even no more fine!
they say 'okay' where there's no more okay!
ALL is fake!

please be honest with me, 
even it will hurt me, but i know the truth!
the REAL truth!

i hate being someone who heard a FAKe and LIAR things in her life!
i'm bored with it!
i know you're lying...
Do I have to shout 'YOU LIAR!' to you, for you can awake that all things you tell to me is the one and only lie?

So this is the feeling...being lied by someone else...for several times...!
It is no longer uncomfortable, but EXHAUSTING...

Let this things come to me....for the real one and only...
And don't judge me anymore about this, even one...
don't ever judge me anymore!

just stay away if you're not really know me...
just go away if you know me already and you got that things wrong...
'cause really...that's like not a world for me..just that..
i'm really..too tired of it...
like i should not be in there.