things to consider_it's Him...again

ever imagined about your plea come true one by one,

then and then?

I did.

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it's Him..again.

unpredictable as always.

such a bad things happen but make me learn, as always.

such as a voice who say 'NO' when it's exactly no 'though it hurts, as always.

 a tight hug after a hurt, as always.

unconditional in everytime, as always.

Because He's Him. Never change, and will NEVER EVER change.

so this is the story....

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It happened year by year without no one knows..

so this time, maybe..just this time i let you know that things XD

ONCE I ask for it. Meet someone. Forget someone. Forgive.

Then TWICE. Forget someone then meet someone. Next is forgiving.

THIRD times ask for it, I meet him, accidentally.

But...there's always 'but' in a story, right?

The answer come, with the same way as before.

I ask. I remember, then start to forget.

When it's completely gone of my mind, it comes.

That's how the way a plea always comes true.

No matter in the beginning. Just a smile in it. A laugh everytime.

Then comes the middle, it's still mild.

Then come the fireworks performance. Beautiful, just for a sec.

Then you start something, which is not exist on the beginning.

Then when it starts to bloom, it's blow up! Immediately!

That's how hurt always come, right?

When you instantly open the door and someone slam it off in the same time!

They don't even get the scratch. You did.

What next>>??

Forgiving.

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every men have their own hope.

Terlepas dari apakah dia cukup mampu untuk menerima harapannya.

Semua orang tau rasanya berharap.

Keberhasilan.

Penolakan.

Penantian.

Pemenuhan janji.

Menikmati.

Kecewa.

Bahagia.

Itu hanya sebagian kecil dari yang terkecil untuk bisa digambarkan.

Life offer you more and bigger things to find.

It has a lot of humongous secret to reveal.

It can be fun. It can be bitter.

It makes you wait, then surprises.

For every moment it has and will serve to you, it's life.

The things where you walk by inside.

The things where you spent all of time in it.

Living.

Then, one day, you will ask...

who's the Creator?

Some knows the answer, but don't know Him well.

Some still questioning Him for any reason they can find.

Some just looking for Him for a grace and blessing.

Some don't believe Him exist.

Some too angry to understand.

Some in a way to reach and know-well His love.

Some know Him already, but easy to forget.