Jus 'Ta Story_where?

i hope i can believe it..

God, i just have to see it, believe it, and will have it, right?

why this is so...annoying...
it's hard to accept,
then,
impossible to release.
why you stay?!

why don't you just go? then never ever come back...
plase...
for how much longer i look in the mirror?
for how much longer i have to say?
to believe...
and it gone..
then came back..
gone again...
and now, it came again...

God, please....it's really hurt...